Swamped in life

I keep reading others blogs thinking I will make mine just as good.. wishful thinking.. until  now my goal is to post 3 times a week.  It sounds like a little compared to others but I have faith I can do it.  We had a wonderful trip I met my grandma for the first time she suffers from Dementia so she doesn't know me.  She looked at me I felt connected even though she doesn't know who I am .  She doesn't talk very much but when she held my hand and told me she loved me very much I cried ... It felt so good hearing those words come from her when I needed them the most.  She looked at me like she knew me.  She used to carry my sister and my picture around in her wallet for years.  She sent cards and stuff but I never knew about it.. Long story.  I also  met my half sisters for the first time.  They were so pretty.... we have a lot in common.  I sometimes wonder how they feel about me we don't really talk about stuff.  I only call when I am wondering something.  I feel bad though.  I want to get to know them but I don't want to bother them I have been praying that we will have a better relationship though.  I am hoping we will become closer.

I am following some awesome blogs

Hi guys I am following some super great blogs.  I like how bloggers are now posting videos detailing how they save.  I am glad they are putting themselves out there.  They are sharing the deals it makes me happy to watch the videos.  I hope that they continue to do this.  I don't know if I could do that though.  I like people and I am outgoing but I would be nervous.  The heat around here is nasty.  My friend from high school had her baby boy last week. I am so happy for her.  I also have been so surprised at all the cool things that they have on Amazon.  It's like a gourmet store.  I am also excited to finally get the kindle.  I am saving up my gift cards to get this so it is kind of free.  I know there's free shipping over 25 so it will be free.  I am thinking of getting the middle of the road one.  The one with mobile internet.  Only because I could travel with it.  I am thinking of eventually upgrading to the newest one and giving the kids my older one.  They are really excited.  They love to read and I do to.  Wish me luck